Tuesday, August 17, 2004
its not easy pretending to be happy... in my case... i have to... nobody will understand how i feel... and i dun intend to let anybody noe... everything around me is so.... fake... i dun trust ppl easily... i've got a very thick skin i only let the person dat i really trust and really comfortable wif noe wat is very bad dat happened to me... and when telling her... i'm telling wif a very alm and sometimes glad feeling... rather than crying... cos i feel dat she has the "power" to calm me down... to let me say wat i really feel... wat i really wan to say... not everybody can do that... i dun think she noes hu she is... but i really wan to thank her...
not the first; not the last; & probably not the best
10:52:00 PM