Thursday, August 26, 2004
shahman is so... "shen qi"... today during eng, mr zaini didnt come so me, fann and shahman were toking and fann said shahman can "read" people... and i was curious so i asked him to "read" me... and wat he said was quite true... and he said dat he could tell i'm having alot of problems and i am not happy... the smile i bring to sch is fake... i like to wear a mask... i dun like people to noe who i really am... And dat is all so true... when fann heard... she was like "huh! really ar! i thought u have a peaceful life!" and all i can reply is "dats wat i wan people to think..."... i'm weird huh... and he said alot of things abt me... and also noes dat i'm anti-soical... altough i am nice and friendly but i'm anti social... does it make sense? to me.. it does... cos for me... i dun tok to other people unless they tok to me... i dun mix well wif strangers... and fann was stii going "huh! really ar!"... today was so nice...
oh... and he said dat because i'm not happy... the simplest pleasure is the greatest pleasure... since i'm not happy... when something happy comes up... i'll totally indulge in it... because of the hapiness dat i've lost... its so... so true...
not the first; not the last; & probably not the best
4:06:00 PM