Sunday, October 10, 2004
how can i trust when u broke ur promise again and again... why do u keep things frm me... am i not as important... u make me hate u... why ant u just keep to ur promises... wat am i to u... damn you! fuck... i'm feeling so wasted... feeling so used... am i not suppose to be here... damn it... u keep scolding me... yet make the same mistakes urself... i cant take it anymore... i'm on the brink of breaking down... excuses... you always find ur way out... why ant u just admit it and apologies.. why do i have to go through so much just to keep u happy yet u only think about urself... have you eever thought about how i feel... u gimme hell when i'm late... and dun blive wat i tell u... and when u're late... u scold me for being impatient... i dunno how to trust u anymore...
not the first; not the last; & probably not the best
1:57:00 PM