Monday, January 24, 2005
i'm so darn tired but i cant get to slp theres a drum in my head and it hurts like hell... dear's ah gong passed away on sat...
on thursday dear sent the nite here at my house... fr the first time... normally i would be the one spending the night there... den mama was so nie... she bought breakfast for us before going for shopping wif my aunts... i gave it a miss... wanted to spend time wif him.... den went back to his house in the evening... dear had to go bak to camp on sat morning i was supose to go home osso but at around 111.30 dear came back and woke me up... suddenly he said "gong gong si liao..." and den left the house to his ah gong's house... which is only a block away... i just laid there trying to absorb wat he said... den i woke up brushed my teeth and went to look for him... i didnt really dare to look into the coffin... its just so sad... so on sat night we stayed u til 4 den went to slp... and on sun night... which was last night... i didnt slp at all... was at the funeral all the way till dis morning den left fr class while dear went back to camp...
his da sao couldnt come to class today so i was alone... after clas i went to taka to look for poh kim... she's wrking there ar.. den she gave me SSsOOOOOOOOOO many things! SO HAPpY!!! i took for my family and dear's family...
the bus ride home was terrible i ould feel my stomach overturn everytime the stupid 171 jerked... i almost threw up but my stomach was empty so i ended up having hiccups... not a very nice feeling osso... urgh... i'm gonna faint~
not the first; not the last; & probably not the best
4:29:00 PM