Sunday, May 08, 2005

life is getting from bad to worse... i'm getting so stressed up of problems dat dun even exsist... i'm getting sick... i feel so moodless... my exams are coming but i dunno exactly when... and i havent even started studying... i havent got the motivation yet... i'm sick of myself... and everything is making it worse... nothing helps...

i dunno why i;m behaving like dat... not dat i like to... everything seems so... "BLAH"... i dunno how to put it... i need somebody to tell me wat to do... and not "u'll surely fail"...

firstly... i need to noe exactly when my exams are... and den start studying... really study... maybe i'll go to the library... alone... den i'll have not much things to distract me...

i hope dis works... i'm desperate...

not the first; not the last; & probably not the best 9:00:00 PM